Why is it that I can’t seem to get going anymore? I have so much that I want (and desperately need) to do, but I can’t ever make myself actually do it. I want to make a slideshow of our wedding pictures and post them on here, and on Myspace. I want to start exercising and eating healthier again (hopefully I will accomplish half of that today. the eating healthy part is already down the drain), because I feel like I have gained a TON of weight recently. I need to clean out our home office room. It is a complete disaster! It’s full of junk and even though I have contemplated cleaning it numerous times, once I open that door and assess the mess, I instantly give up. And most importantly, I need to work on lesson plans! I start teaching Monday, and I haven’t finished my lesson plans for next week yet. Now if my plans could look like my supervising teacher’s do, I could plan for all of next week in about 10 minutes, as well as fit an entire month’s worth of plans on one page. But I am not so lucky. For me, one day = two pages. Two pages! I can’t wait until I can write two-word lesson plans. Whoa, I’m way off track. What else needs doing? Nothing right now, but soon, I will be itching to plant a vegetable garden, and I will want to landscape our yard this spring. I’m getting into the whole natural food thing (plus, we have recently become poor since I am unable to work for the next 3 1/2 months!) so growin’ crops is my new calling. I know I can do it, I’ve done it before. I’m just so un-motivated! I think I just need a nap……….